What is free writing?

Yoga class 9:15 am; these stretches are working out. I feel much more happy confident and relax after practicing Yoga. I am a beginner. I am not a great athlete, thus I have participated in cross country, track and filed and dancing. Honestly, I never enjoyed them more than what I enjoy Yoga today. I like to push my body to maintain the poses asked by the teacher such as Chair, Warrior I, Warrior II and today Warrior III. This last one a terrible disaster. Anyways, I enjoy it so much that I am willing to add a Yoga routine to my life style. I have heard great thing about it and most importantly I feel so great during and after practicing a pose, even tree!
Moving on to another subject, todays challenge is to find out "what is free writing?" Well, I know what it means and how to do it. However, I am intrigued by the capacity of a brain to just write about anything comes to mind either focused, or not. While brainstorming about my ethnic identity, Art and Festivities came to my mind. A process that transported me to another place in the world. These thoughts dancing around the tip of my pen took me to Bellas Artes; a cultural center in Mexico City. Its white color and marmol floors. Its big structure and naked angels. Then looking towards my left La Alameda; a park next to Bellas Artes. A contrast. The rich and the poor, transported me to the time of Diego Rivera. The muralistic era, an era that opened the doors to popular Mexicans to art. An art that look like themselves and that even felt the grief they felt, the oppression by those who held and still have the power. An art that was designed for them because it was free, it was implanted to the walls were they probably stand by or waited for their love ones. Moving on, this art transfered my thoughts and my soul to Madero, where great talented dancers, wizards, live statues, actors and musicians displayed their love to art. I imaginged myself walking through those streets where museums are open everyday but mondays and where collectionist display their treasures. Where, the smell of old books are dedicated to a sole street... where the majority of educated population is worth a million. Where ideas and art flow... Where flavored delicious food can be found almost in any corner or parking lot. I love this city. I love its art. I love its landscape from above. Even its churches and am not religious! I am in love with the talent they have the greatest treasure of all within themselves.
this is my free writing. Yes, am not going to proofread or correct anything!
Love <3

Resolutions!

Resolutions!

Today like any other day I woke up late and in a rush. I cannot describe how much I hate waking up just an hour before I have to go to work, school, and pretty much anywhere. When I am still in bed, I have tried to convince myself that I have more time. But, it does not work that way. I have to wake up when the first alarm goes on! But, I don’t do that.  Since, I start my days in a rush my days continue to be an entire rush. However, today I have finally encountered the solution to lower my stress levels (which I hate). This is my plan and I am going to put it to practice… I am going to start waking up at 6pm sharp! Yay! If I do this I will have time to do my hair and have some fruit as breakfast (mental note- wash the fruits really well). I will try to do my make up as well… Let see how it goes. What is important about this evil plan is not to tell Alex what’s going on. The importance to this is to be able to do it independently. I will let Alex pick up the pace later. I think is a great idea because I don’t want to push him. This is my decision. It is my choice to do this. Not his. That way I can’t blame it on him if I don’t follow through my goals. It is also important to do this even the days I don’t have school or work… maybe an hour later then because that will not mess up my habit. Some time ago I learned that a habit takes 28 days to be fully adopted and will only take one day to be disrupted. But this will help me with my college work, which may seem easy. College, it is easy. However, there are some other factors like the lack of discipline and commitment one has that affects performance. The solutions are honesty to one self and always take one step at a time. Well, I think I did more than 15 minutes on blogging today… jajaja. Thanks for your attention!

Random Pensamientos

Now, it is personal!!!
I haven't use the blog in a while (again) due to my lack of time. Since I became a slave, yet once again of Shoe Zone I have to admit I have no time to be myself anymore, but why do I do this to myself? oh well... because I am part of the system. No kidding, I find myself in a position where as of today I have not too many options. However, lately I being thinking that I should make a change otherwise I will not pursuit my dream... Happiness... Today, I was thinking that I should fill out the paperwork so the Labor Commission of CA get my boss fined for all the irregularities he has going on on his lovely business ( sarcastic ). Well don't get me wrong a job is a job right? and I need the job right? but not for that I should give up my time just like that for free to a person that has no scrupulous. H e doesn't care what takes to make money he only cares of how much money one make!!! Anyways, I shall stop hating this person... What I am going to do is make flyers and finally report him.



On the other hand, I happen to believe that we humans are never happy with what we have. We always want more or we want what we don't have!!!
"Life is what happens to you when you are busy making other plans"  right? YES. That is one of the reasons why I like to take pictures. Taking a picture of a person or place will not mean a lot within a day or two, but its means so much after a year for example, it means much more when you happen not to have that person or place close. Then memories come into play making wonderful color maps in your head reviving the moment in which you capture that beautiful smile or a sunrise and thats when you realize that it will never happen again... thats it, if for some reason one doesn't take the time to value those moments because maybe one is busy making future plans or thinking "gosh I have not enough or I don't make not enough to buy..." thats  when the life gets waisted and then we get somebody writing lines about her life is blessed and that she is so selfish for not believing it.
I remember the special I felt when I saw that balloon in my desk full of other cute things. It was February 14, 2009 @ Telvista I never though it meant so much. Today I look at those pictures and I see that those were great times. Thank you to all of you who made it possible!!! Thank you!!! I miss you guys. Its hard to let go but I am sure that you guys will always be a part in my heart <3
to mention a few:
Angie, Jhair, Karla, Chucho, Jesper, Su, DanMar, FraAmb, Jhon, Roger, a todos los flow, etc, etc...

tengo flojera de vivir...

Aunque despacio camine su sombra,
callado muere en desdicha aquel...
Es demasiado para mi el saber lo que aproxima,
me preocupa el no entender lo que hago...
perdida mi alma se encuentra, tengo que saber...
horribles dolores enfrenta mi corazon al saber
que nada se puede hacer...
***I am sorry por la falta de acentos ***

Hella Back!!!

Hola, once again!!!
I am back after a long period of meditation with me, myself and I about Humanity stupidity lol and I realized that am too little to fight the big monster myself... I am not giving up though... am just going to make my little contribution (jiji) I will continue writting... not everyday 'cause I am a slave (yes, literally) I will stop here cause Mr. Feudo is comming!

I Just Love this Man's Thoughts!

Albert Einstein I am Your Fan!

My religion consists of a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind.


Albert Einstein


Nationalism is an infantile disease. It is the measles of mankind.


Albert Einstein

Never do anything against conscience even if the state demands it.


Albert Einstein


Never lose a holy curiosity.


Albert Einstein

No amount of experimentation can ever prove me right; a single experiment can prove me wrong.


Albert Einstein

No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it.


Albert Einstein


Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted.


Albert Einstein


Nothing is more destructive of respect for the government and the law of the land than passing laws which cannot be enforced.


Albert Einstein


Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.


Albert Einstein

Only one who devotes himself to a cause with his whole strength and soul can be a true master. For this reason mastery demands all of a person.


Albert Einstein


Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former.


Albert Einstein

Our task must be to free ourselves by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature and its beauty.


Albert Einstein

Peace cannot be kept by force; it can only be achieved by understanding.


Albert Einstein

People love chopping wood. In this activity one immediately sees results.


Albert Einstein

Perfection of means and confusion of ends seem to characterize our age.


Albert Einstein

Politics is for the present, but an equation is for eternity.


Albert Einstein
Pure mathematics is, in its way, the poetry of logical ideas.


Albert Einstein
Reading, after a certain age, diverts the mind too much from its creative pursuits. Any man who reads too much and uses his own brain too little falls into lazy habits of thinking.


Albert Einstein

Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.


Albert Einstein

Science is a wonderful thing if one does not have to earn one's living at it.


Albert Einstein

Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind.


Albert Einstein


Small is the number of people who see with their eyes and think with their minds.


Albert Einstein


Solitude is painful when one is young, but delightful when one is more mature.


Albert Einstein


Sometimes one pays most for the things one gets for nothing.


Albert Einstein

Why Not To Be Like Everyone Else

I am an independent person, thinker... I fight for what I believe even when its against my friends or acquaintances (inside joke). I believe that there's some good in people  when sometimes there's none. I believe in my people (Mexicans (in the US)) when my people doesn't even notice. I believe that as a whole we shall all help each other.Sometimes I find myself thinking is it really worth it?
Why should I even try when there is so many people who doesn't even try. People whose interest are in jeopardy not mine. Why should I get involved on other people problems like immigration reform or their labor rights?  I wanna help and all they do its stick to what they feel more comfortable with... I am sure many of the great thinkers of the past would find themselves in a similar situation but they would know what to do. I don't know what to think or what to do when I see that my own people fear to lose their jobs if they ask for fair lunch hours.

The following is harsh and it doesn't apply to all Mexicans. Please do not get offended, consider that I am in a place/situation where I have been turn down by many of us. I am disillusioned. This may help some of you who feel that there is something that we need to do in order to become successful as a whole. Lets fix the things we have grown wrong about our culture, lets rethink about what we want to become in the future. Do we want to be the slave ignorant minority?

It is so funny that Mexicans would never tell you where to find a job, they would never help you find a better place to live...  most Mexicans will be afraid if you seem smarter than them because they are afraid...At work many of them will be jealous if you get a promotion... they won't have gas and will put labels on the food they buy so others does not eat them.
To be continued I need time to meditate...and maybe cry about this situation...